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Jan. 19th, 2012 | 12:06 am
location: at me desk
mood: geeky geeky
music: tehnevsletsplayff4

So, boyfriend felt something was amiss in Paradise, so he scoped out my LJ. He found the unflattering things I'd written and called BS.. even though it isn't. He said I never did anything to get him in the mood. I couldn't have been more obvious. I am not subtle when I'm needing attention. So he called me and wanted to fight it out and resolve it, but I was like ... naa. So, long story short, I'm single. Sweet. He won't be my friend cause he doesn't want to see me move on to someone else. Fat chance.

So, moving along, I'm going to the city tomorrow with my sister, my brother and my cousin. Should be an interesting trip. My check engine light is on my car. That kinda sucks, but I'm kinda thinking that once I get my oil change day after now it'll go off? I sure hope so. I thought it was my battery at first though ..cos yeah, I dun know anything about cars. atall. So, he came out and looked at it and was really nice saying he'd help me clean it just in case it's corroded on the inside bits beneath the exposed plug part things. But yeah, hopefully it's jsut the oil change.

I'm not so good at being a CSM. I mean, I'm doing everything they tell me.. it's just really boring. Except for when it's busy.. and then it's kinda crazy and I feel bad cos the cashiers are working their hineys off to get the lines out and I'm just like staring at my borg implant waiting to respond if they need help or change. And what also sucks, a few of the older associates refuse to acknowledge that I am a CSM simply because they be jellin. I mean, I've been told to take them to task about it, but I'm sure they'll eventually become accustomed to it. It all boils down to.. they don't want the job, but they don't wanna see someone else get it either. It's just plain stubbornness. Although, I will confess, the one lady genuinely dislikes me. ... she actually grunted at me. I wish I was kidding. I had a good chuckle about it.. and her coworker outright laughed and said, "Did she just grunt at you?!"

But yeah, that's my life. I started writing again after a hiatus because now I don't have all these swirling waves of anxiety around me. I am also planning on spending an obscene amount of money on some new Cruel Girl duds. I like their new collection.

Be loved because you are,

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From: chichiri
Date: Jan. 19th, 2012 06:50 am (UTC)

Well it sounds like you are pleased with the break up so congrats. I hope you move on to happier things!!

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From: sally_poe
Date: Jan. 20th, 2012 07:58 am (UTC)

Thanks! I'm not really looking for anything, but I won't discourage myself if an opportunity arises. I'm really relieved though to be honest with my feelings.

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